28.3.05
These questions. They stump me. In the midst of thinking of the correct answers, the radio plays a song I like and my mind drifts off. No, I did not realise that at that very moment, she was waiting for my response. Maybe she was crying. Maybe she was just staring into the computer screen blankly. I don't know. The song ends and I turn back to the screen, still unable to come up with an answer. A good answer. She needs my help, I want to help her, but I don't know how to. Its just so difficult to understand a situation if you've never been in it before. I have made up my mind that if I get to university, I would consider studying phscology. Then I would be able to understand people better, and help them with what I know. But right now, there are still many things I don't know. Yes, i managed to come up with answers to her questions, but how many of it were really correct? Maybe there was no right or wrong answer. Maybe it was just the way each person felt, and what I told her was what I felt. Im sorry for not being able to really help you. Please don't worry, we won't leave you out.

Estella gave me a very early birthday present today! Its the Wilbur Pan VCD. Haha melissa, he's your idol isn't he? I shall be thick skin and add a wishlist tomorrow :) After all, my birthday is about 2 months away.

Hui ying, melissa and wingyau left for (watching) competitions so after lunch break I shifted next to Hui fun and Lydia shifted next to sheila. Blur Mrs Koh thought that we moved up to let the Thai visitors sit at the back. But we didn't even know they were coming in the first place. haha.

I must grow taller. I must grow taller. I must grow taller. And I must run faster. Elaine dragged me along with her to pass a cd to kuanhe. I realised he has grown quite a fair bit and is taller than me by quite a lot. Urgh...he used to be shorter lor. I shall jump more. And I need to train my sprinting. It'll be so malu if we lose badly.

I haven't showered yet, can you believe it? I shall shower now :) And elaine, don't give up. Just practise more and try harder ok?
Monday, March 28, 2005

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